Sharing the things that inspire me here

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Am I sleepwalking?

I’ve come to notice certain patterns within myself lately (5-10 years) and every year on Facebook I see reminders from past years and each year showing the same intentions. Made me seem to “live” in a sleepwalking existence, I would start the year off with passion and allow it be stolen from me all year until I was a victim. Well I am not a victim and not learning how to function in the full capacity i can would be an insult to anyone who cannot, and would do anything for that chance. This year I will stop “investing” into others or using that as the excuse and invest in myself and my passions. Instead of going outward for my needs, well, I plan to do this instead and post here and define what art means to me.